Tuesday, June 29, 2010

riddle of wednesday

hello y'all !
harusnya banyak banget planning buat hari ini. i got a lot to say to you guys but okay, i'll mention it one by one.
first, seharusnya dari kemaren2 aku udah dapet ijin buat ikut farewell trip sama temen2 sekelas RASTA ke Air Terjun Cuban Canggu, Pacet. tapi biasa lah, Mommy dan Daddy bener2 ga tega ngelepas aku pergi sejauh itu. menurut temen2 sih, daerah sana ga jauh2 amat. But in my parent's eyes that was SO different.
baru deh, hari H nya.. yaitu hari ini, Rabu (30/6) aku baru diijini (dari sekian banyak nya waktu terbuang, negosiasi berkelit dan hujan air mata!)
huh! capek seih, tapi lega juga.. akhirnya dapet ijin orang tua.
Alhamdullaaaaaah ;)
second, i'm still loosing some chemistry with my besties. idk what happened to us but it was suddenly happened ;( especially the Crew--that attend that farewell trip.
almost 2 days without connection and information. GOD Dammit!!
JADIIII nasibku belum jelas untuk saat ini. TODAY REALLY DROVE ME INSANE !
last, no bucks.
oh this always be the trouble! (tanggal tua sih.. jadi ya gini nih :p)
untuk sementara, masih susah untuk ketawa ;P

G ada yang lucu yang bisa dibahas. HAAAASSSSH! boiling !!!!
these riddles wacking me out!!

hope everything goes well for today. AMEN!
kalo emang dikasih duit sama DADDY, berangkat deh..
kalo engga, luntang-lantung lagi deh d rumah. fiuh --"
bye all. WISH ME LUCK !

cry me a river ;(

Monday, June 28, 2010

is it really called HOLIDAY??

hello everyone..
Thank God i still get the chance to say hello to y'all.
even more, today was a holiday! BUT, it's so hard to get those lucky three alpahabet.
those are F.U.N. ! where are they????! oh my goodness..
the holiday was just begun today. But my Computer was broken..
i can't use it normally. especially the mouse! the wire was bitten by a "real mouse" in my house. that was SUCKS! Ah!
now, believe it or not. I'm writing this, online in facebook and open another tab by using just KEYBOARD! I have to know some of important shortkey, so i can use my Computer without that damn mouse. get heal !! or Dad, buy me a NEW ONE~!!
next. my trouble is about a farewell trip with my classmates.
the trouble is, i'm not ALLOWED. Oh Mom, give me just one time.. a chance ;(
that farewell trip will be attended on this Wednesday. But still i can't get that license from my Mom and Dad. i know, they tell me so becauce they love me. But if you really love me, can i get just one chance?
Ya ALLAH please ;(
remain 13 days and i still can't SMILE.
Oh, is it really called HOLIDAY??

God knows and we will heped soon !

Saturday, June 26, 2010

akhirnya aku NAIK KELAS MAMEN!

Setelah sekian detik, menit, hari, dan minggu berlalu dengan rasa PARNO yang luar biasa akan ketidak-NAIK-an saya ke kelas 2 SMA, kini terjawab sudah.
now i'm proudly announce..

aku naik ke BANGKU KELAS SEBELAS alias XI alias KELAS DUA SMA!
yeaaay!!
(salah satu pencapaian besar buat seorang gadis tengil nan malas belajar namun penuh imaginasi dan kreativiti seperti diri saya ini. wek)

yang tadinya semester 1 aku dapet ranking 9
sekarang naik jadi 7 (woeeeeeeees pamer nih ye, emang showroom)

yang tadinya nilai2 IPA ku nge-PRESS nge-PRESS, sekarang naik beberapa angka and that's
MEANS A LOT! (don't be frightening if i'm too often using CAPITAL. insane lil bit)

BUT,
aku masih bingung mau pilih Jurusan IPA atao IPS.
soalnya nilai IPA ku naik padahal aku keok banget di itung2an dan per-rumus-an.
sebenernya ak juga blom siap masuk IPS karena ekonomi aku main keok :P
nahh yang bikin bingung, IPS ku pada turun..
ak punya firasat. kalo aku masuk IPA tapi paling keok se-kelas kan malu2in?
tapi kalo masuk IPS, trepes di Ekonomi..
oh.. whata confusing me

how about you guys?
tonite i'm very happy karena lagi banyak makanan di rumah. hehehehehe
ada es krim stroberi-vanila, coklat-vanila, biskuit kacang, mie instant (oh, my FAVOURITE!!), ayam goreng, want some? :D hehehehe
ini aku pasang juga di setatus efbe ku.
intinya hari ini saya FULL BERSYUKUR kepada ALLAH SWT. Thank God!!

semoga hari esok lebih baik ya kawaaan...
meskipun tangisan dan curhatanku at the back post masih belum terpecahkan, sekali lagi
ASEEEEEK !! (Bento : mode : ON)
(Jujur, bisa naik kelas aja aku udah sneeeeeeeeeeng banget apalagi bisa naik pesawat? hahahaha LOL)

love y'all :) gbu ;)

Friday, June 25, 2010

coming back again with a trash can

hey there guys.
finally i'm coming back again. but if you wanna know how do i am? i'm broken.
B L A H :P
some troubles troubles me up.. i'm messed up ! i'm sad, i'm jealous.. i can't tell y'all now. but sooner or later it'll figured out by itself.
the point is, i'm totally bad this month.
afraid can't get the next grade (YA ALLAH PLEASE.. THIS MORNING I MUST BE AT ELEVENTH GRADE!! AMEN!)
and i thought i'm loosing some ....... of my soul. oh noo.. i'm crying again ;(
i feel so empty last days. i feel so alone even i'm in the crowd. i feel so un-friend-ed. you-know-what-i-mean guys. i thought i just separated. i never meant to.. but i thought they were.. oh no. THOSE JUST MY THOUGHT. I never know the truth.
GOD PLEASE HELP ME !!

Sorry for the whines and useless screams i did above.
but i .. my whole heart is broken.
broken. in to some little pieces i guess. i'm really SAD.

oh well, some things i will tell ya. yeah, something kinda confession, the truth of me last days..
i'm bored of listening k-pop. i back to the Justin Bieber's and Paramore's :)
second, i'm doing a big project. actually, we, not i. a Wall Magazine that represent per class. i'm having fun with that! i gathered with all friends.. some friends so smart and understand what i want. you're very great guys! i love y'all :)
(okay, at least i can smile fo a while)
but some troubles in it too.. come on. life's never flat right?
but i enjoy that. EXECPT my first whines and whatever you named that. about the broken hearted note bla lala lala.. at the top. that's different case!
third,
uhm, i hate some cute things last days.
i do hate them before, but now is getting harder!
I do really hate a girl who loves to talking with a whining-baby voices, smile cutely, feels so cute with their pink tiny stuffs or whateva they like, listening to their mellow-guy fav playlist, said... 'i love him !' or A or B or other name, being a point of interest at the crowd with her RUBBISH and SHIT they said sweetly.. last thing, screaming with little voice OR be boyish as if she can do but you, the GIRLS, you actually don't have manners ! you're all nothing but SHIT!
would you like to sit at a moment and just shut up ?
or just go home and read your fake love stories..
fourth,
i do not have a favor again at this time to continue writing about my Restless sequel.
i hate fake, anything else that.
SUCKS